freedom of speech

so france the country which has controversially banned niqab, now talking about freedom of speech when they draw Muhammad's pbuh caricature. ironic!

today

is the day that i promise myself if i ever have a child, none of them will go through things i went through. this cycle stops here.

what?

sometimes i just wonder, what if i am some uneducated child, who happens to fail all of the major exams? what if i didn't go into medicine? what if i decided to become useless? what if i didn't make it to my graduation? what if i just disappear?

because clearly i think people just care so much about me because of my degree and grades. what if i don't have any of them?

will i be happier than i am now?

what's there to lose?

a dream

why you cast a dream

in a child's head

knowing that one day

you're going to be the one breaking it?

why you cast a dream

in a child's head

if you are not willing to pay what it takes?

why you cast a dream

in a child's head

if you are afraid of what they might gain?

why you cast a dream

in a child's head

if you are not there to help?

why you cast a dream

in a child's head

if you yourself are afraid of it?

why you cast a dream

in a child's head

if all you ever do is trying to stop it?

why is it that you cast a dream

at the first place?

a choice

is not something you made when you are out of options

it is the option you made out of so many choices

and i chose this

period.

what do you know?

what do you know
of sleepless nights
and daunting nightmares
and fading smiles?

what do you know
of a cold silence
and broken trust
and pile of lies?

what do you know
of a long absence
and puffy eyes
and hopeless walk?

what do you really know?

until you walk in my shoes
until you were raised in my house
until you cry just as much
you, my friend, better keep yourself away from judgement

for i afraid
that you actually know nothing.

rumours

so they said this is technology
they tweet
they facebook
they share

so they said this is technology
for they tweet
and facebook
and share

and they are none but are addicts
who talk
and talk
and talk
regardless the truth

so they said this is technology
and they spread
and others read
and they spread
so this is the vicious circle most often lies

so they said this is technology
go on and say it
it's a living moving proof
for every lies ever said and spread

so they said this is technology
and hereby, i rest my case.